Sunday, August 30, 2009

All about me: ME!

Here's a little about me.

I dont know if there is much to tell. I grew up a military brat. I have lived in places that some people on dream of. Now that I am an adult and a mother, I am thankful for all the opportunities I had when I was growing up. To reflect back now, I was a horrible teen. If there was trouble, I found it. But I am proud to say that I have never touched a drug...excluding alcohol. I do occasionally drink. I have to say that I reformed a lot since then. No, I change that. I grew up a lot since then.

I'm 31 will be 32 in October. I thought that I was going to have a hard time with that. Actually, its not that bad. Though I did have an epiphany, 30's is the stage that I am going to learn myself, better myself, and love more of myself. Which is why I have been trying to lose weight, gain better knowledge of the care of my skin, and in a nutshell learning how to better myself. Which this blog helps me a lot. The more I write, the more I learn.

When I turned 18, I met this HAWT guy that I am still with 13 years later. He is in the Army. So, I am very proud to say that I am in love with a soldier. Another reason for me wanting to learn more about myself is because with his job he is NEVER home. I want to be able to adjust to this and not lose myself in trying to maintain my household while he is gone.

One thing about me is that my faith is very important. God is one number in my life. I try to be what he wants to me to be. I have to be honest though I feel that your walk with God is personal. You will not hear me preaching to you about God but I believe that the way I live should reflect my walk. People can talk all they want but living accordingly is more inspiring to me. Don't get me wrong. I talk about the goodness of God all the time. I will also talk about my blessings. I am proud of my faith and will not hide that.

Another aspect of my life that I am proud of is my children. I can talk you to death about my kids. I am blessed with 4 of the most beautiful and intelligent children. They are my amazing little people to me. As you can see I will share my story of my Angel to anyone that will listen. The reason I do this is because there maybe someone out there that has gone through the same thing I have but didn't walk away in there right mind. Still lost without their babies. I still cry but now I can cry and then remember that I have a special angel looking out for me. Then after being told I may not have any more children to be blessed with 3 more, To me that is a story worth telling.

If you follow my blog on a regular, you know that I have a tendency of being naive when it comes to friendships. It has gotten to the point that I shy away from friends all together in fear of being hurt. I am the type of person that feels that I need to befriend the unfriended...SHHH!!! Let me make up my own words here for a minute. I can be loud and boisterous but for the most part I am shy and very cautious of others feeling's forgetting about my own. Well you know what happens in the end. People take my kindness for weakness. I get upset and I put up more walls. Well no more of that. If you cant not place my feelings where I place your feelings then you are not worthy of my friendship. Point blank. I realize that God put me on this earth with the mindset of me being a fixer. I just have to remember that I cant fix it all. Dont get me wrong, I do have some great friends but the are limited to a close circle but I have opened my heart to finding new and amazing friends.

Here I go again getting long winded. So I will end it for now and talk to you about my other three children. Hope you enjoy these...LOL. I took me a few days to write this because I didnt know what to say about myself.

1 comment:

BEAUTIQUE said...

Good post. Gives a very good description of who you are.