As I sit here.. (Whining)

On the couch I realize that I may be getting sick. I guess its only right for me to get sick right now. I mended all boo-boos, got rid of colds, and even did some first of the year major cleaning. All I want to do now is sleep. Fat Chance. That's the breaks of being a mommy.

On top of that, I am having one of those days that I am missing the heck out of my husband. Gosh, the time seem to be rolling by pretty fast but lately I feel like I am going backwards. UGHHHH!!!

AND THEN, Fat girl hungry!!! Have you ever been so hungry but nothing really interest you. I have been talking about cheesecake lately but NO cheesecake. I need something good. Bloggy friends lets eat! I want something sweet, delicious, and fatting.

Now returning back to my regular scheduled programming.

Running on E....

"I finally noticed it, it finally hit me

Like Tina did Ike in the limo, it finally hit me"

I need more sleep. I am probably getting sick and drained because I havent had a full night of sleep in a weeks. I am running on 4 to 5 hours of sleep a night and I think that my body has finally decided to protest. Im so addicted to coffee that it is a soother to get me to sleep. That is probably another reason why I am at a stand still with my weight. My body is craving more down time and I am avoiding it like a lame dude trying to get a date with me. 

I am fully aware that a person needs to get at least 8 hours of sleep a night. I am shorting myself 4 hours of sleep.

I am even allowing my school work to slip. I am tired. I'm drained. I need a break. I need some damn sleep. 

So I'm done complaining now. I know what I have to do. I need to manage my time better. I NEED sleep. I realize that without my sleep I feel like I am running backwards with blinders on. 

Also, I am going to bring my Thursday "Me" days! Time for me to do something. Time for me to take action. This is going to be a LONG year (deployment) if I dont get myself together. I started this deployment off well but I am just slipping away. Time for me to do something.....